Farah always knew she was meant to make a difference. “When I was younger, I had a natural tendency to help others. I don’t question, I don’t give a thought, but I do, even if it means putting my life in danger. I have a strong empathetical feeling towards everyone, even to those who have wronged me. And somewhere along the way, it just became evident that I would keep doing it my whole life.”

Here I am sharing a portion of my life. I am writing from my level of conscious awareness that baring my soul naked, accepting my natural self, and that includes my past, gives me absolute strength and confidence. I was an intuitive and highly sensitive child. Just the slightest disapproval would hurt my core; a lot of my earlier stuff was indeed emotional. A child that always looked for her father's approval. Without going too much into details, my family and I didn't have the best relationships when I was younger. So that you know, my family are my best friends now.

I left home at 16, so my journey into this life started early. I thought I knew it all and what was best for me, but I learned the hard way. II have been through and experienced - My story has been one of survival. I was homeless and lived on the streets for a while. I 'moved' from one friend to another, seeking shelter. I almost died twice. 

It's a shame I didn't write so much about happy times then; I was probably too busy enjoying them. I loved to dance back then. It was to escape the moments that were my reality when the music stopped. The pen was my best friend when I was sad; it still is to this day. I spend a lot of time with people, in my escapism and retreat from a cruel world, still yet to see its beauty. Though I didn't understand what that meant, I am very empathetic, so life emotionally was tough for me back then.

I became a mum at a young age. I couldn’t look after myself then, let alone a child. The one person who accepted me and gave me home passed away when my son was three years old. I turned to drink, drugs and endless partying to mask the pain. I had to fight for Survival. It was a harsh world out there, 'bad' energy at every turn (so I thought); with nowhere to go, I had to survive the best way I knew how. I tried so hard to fit in; I didn't think I was born to stand out. Others have seen me and my light in a way that I never knew; they suppressed me, oppressed me; just as long as there is a company, I allowed them to dull my shine. I always showed people how to shine their light brighter than mine. I have been used and abused, gullible and naive. I have always looked for a certain kind of love, a repeated pattern trying to look for this particular element that has still been missing. My life mission has always been to love, find love, and be loved instead of loving myself first. 

I know now who I am. It's not about fitting into an archaic system that's not supportive; it's about creating a new one that works. It's all in how I choose to live, and there's a whole new way of being that allows me to achieve audacious goals without killing myself in the process. I am learning to love and value myself entirely, for all flaws and everything else. This small part of me is a susceptible selection I have shared with you. I hope you find some insight into my journey. I hope some words may inspire you, or if you identify, you may find some relief in my expressions to know that you are not on your own. Life does have its deep lows, but those miniature highs are wonderful. 

My son, Ezeil Adam, I want to send all of my love to you. You are my universe, star seeds, sunshine, and inspiration, and I love you to infinity and beyond. To my late grandma, growing up, I watched you hustle, and I watched you love all those around you. You were my pillar of comfort. Or should I say my "parents" practically? You showed me a way to self-heal through your expressions of love. To all who have walked with me on this, my soul journey, you all know who you are, and I would not even be who I am if it was not for your support. Thank you for believing in me. 

My motto; Elevate, Evolve & Expand.

My desire to serve others is magnitude. Pain transformed into growth and strength. I made it my duty to make a difference in the life of others, as to how others once made their difference in mine.

Deep diving into my spiritual life has made me fall in love with life all over again. I have a vast amount of gratitude for everything that life has presented. At the of it all, I learned love is our human default. So be kind and be love. Everything else truly is just a thought xx